Heart to Heart Conversations: connecting with heart to surf uncertainty, anxiety & addictions in the 21st century

Heart to Heart Conversations: connecting with heart to surf uncertainty, anxiety & addictions in the 21st century

“Have I gone mad?
I’m afraid so.
You’re entirely bonkers.
But I will tell you a secret,
All the best people are.”

Lewis Carroll

If you are here and reading, welcome! I’m happy that you’re here. I am making my way back on the airways, after quietly but, madly pedalling in the background to bring you my first book, which, I’m delighted and deeply relieved to say, is now ready to order!

This book is a series of stories about what happened to me On the way to Wonderland ™. These are true stories, to the best of my memory, with a strong caveat and CONTENT WARNING: There are strong drug references. This is not a self-help book. Consider it more a set of darkly comedic, cautionary tales about how not to completely f*** yourself if you’re a professional addict, like me. I’m inviting a conversation here, with lightness in heart, to share more candidly about the direct correlation between mental health issues and addictions and it’s potentially deadly impacts.

While I had some rock ‘n roll times around the world trying to outwit my addictions, run from trauma and find spiritual meaning, it did lead to devastating emotional, mental and financial rock bottom. Twice. In two languages. I figured if I was going to do it, I might as well diversify. While I do share important insights on how to surf live more successfully with anxiety, ADHD and addictions, it is a fun ride, provided you’re not adverse things getting a bit raw, edgy and sweary, I do get a bit sweary at times. Please note: you should not try this at home. Personal results may vary. Some conditions may apply. You get the drift.

Clearly, I did make it back from my multiple tumbles down the rabbit hole and not without some golden nuggets of wisdoms and cosmic truths from both ancient and modern masters who I met on my adventures through the under lands. These mad, yet deeply wise characters led me back to that place, which connects all of us, from where all things are born and possible, that infinite and metaphysical heart, which channels unlimited, love, light and energy. It was that love and their love, wisdom and practices which empowered me to connect at depth and with heart, our collective consciousness heart, to heal, transform and set myself free and create a new reality again and again and again.

You can now order your exclusive, limited edition signed copy to be delivered in Oct 2022.

In the spirit of sharing golden wisdom from the masters, I’m starting a Podcast/Vodcast series called:

Heart to Heart Conversations: Connecting with heart to help surf uncertainty, anxiety & addictions in the 21st century. 

As I’m interested in interview the modern masters I know who have helped me face into the uncertainty, anxiety and addictions of the 21st century

Curiosier and curiosier…..” said Alice

Coming Soon ….. my first 1:1 Heart 2 Heart Conversation with the inspirational Luke Cooke (Cookie).

Feeling stressed? Watch some jellyfish!

Feeling stressed? Watch some jellyfish!

Omedeto Gozaimasu! Happy New Year, in Japanese

I worked in Japan, back in the 90’s, and I had the honour and privilege of studying with many Eastern masters in martial arts, like Aikido, The Spirit of the Samurai and learning from Zen, Buddhist and Taoist monks.

It was in Japan that I first learned about ‘aquarium-therapy’. Check out my video here to meet the newest members of my family, my LED lit jellyfish!

Did you know that watching jellyfish swim creates a similar bio-chemical reaction in our body to doing meditation?

Clinical studies showed that watching jellyfish, or any fish swim, reduces stress, anxiety, muscle tension, it lowers our heart rate and it induces deep feelings of calm.

This form of enforced meditation is so popular in Japan, you can pay money to stay overnight in the aquariums to watch the fish swim.

Watching fish swim or any animal in nature is one of the oldest forms of inducing a natural, therapeutic state of trance.

When we go into a state of trance, or a hypnotic state, we by-pass the critical faculty and are able to access our unconscious mind, where inner stillness and serenity lies.

I’m not suggesting watching jellyfish is the answer to our challenges as we face into another year of uncertainty and complex change.

What I am suggesting, is that this is a fun, simple and easy practice to help you cultivate calm and connection with that quiet and safe space within your being.

Next time you’re feeling frazzled or frustrated, maybe pull up a video of some jellyfish, or any fish, or go to the park and watch the birds, it will alter your emotional, mental and physical state for the better.

If cultivating calm and connection with yourself for greater self-acceptance, stamina and success is important to you, please stay tuned for more Eastern inspired tools at:  


I’m very excited to announce my Quantum Mastery Immersive coming March 2022, bringing you powerful transformative techniques from the Eastern masters and Western experts in meditation, hypnosis and trance to help you align, at depth, to your unlimited potential and possibilities in 2022.

Love Actuarially

Love Actuarially

Over a meal, on more than one occasion, I remember my mother saying, “There are three things you never discuss, Darling; politics, religion and money.” This was emphasised further by my father’s empathic and passionate nodding. My parents had this belief instilled in them, and it was then instilled in me. There was no harm intended; their beliefs were a product of their upbringings, as were mine. 

For over 30 years, I had a conscious, but more impactfully a subconscious, money script hard-wired from day one. There were many I took on, but the first was you don’t talk about money. I left my home country, Canada, 20 years ago for a lifestyle change and, in part, to also ‘flee’ my financial chaos. Upon reflection, it was easy to see how I’d developed so many unhealthy and ultimately dysfunctional habits around money. 

It took a hard rock bottom and facing financial hardship to wake up to the fact that my financial confusion was robbing me of my personal freedom and well-being. It was a devastating reality check very late in the game. I can’t begin to explain the shame that came with being in $185,000 in credit card debt across two continents and being a professional who works in finance. It was a secret I was convinced I’d take to the grave. But it got to the point where I couldn’t afford not to talk to someone.

As it turns out, unthinkably good things can happen late in the game.

I met my match at Ryan’s Bar in Sydney through a friend. He was a very tall man, an actuary and as I learned after a few more wines, addicted to theme parks and musical theatre. I was intrigued. Despite my slurred messiness that night, having been drinking since noon, this man, now my husband, saw something in me. There was a risk-averse actuary, and I had ‘high risk’ written all over me, yet he knew there was something more. After six months of dating, we agreed that we wanted to take things to the next stage.

The anxiety of my crippling debt and overspending, along with a suite of other destructive habits was no longer going to be easy to hide. Given his healthy habits around money and finances, he insisted that we talk upfront about where we were financially, and I was terrified. I thought for sure he’d leave. On some level, I hoped he’d bail me out. He did neither. 

He stood in his integrity and truth and insisted that if we were going to make it as a couple, I would need to get my act together, with the deepest of love and sincerity. He made it crystal clear that he wasn’t prepared to rescue me financially; I had to save myself. 

I was forced to start looking down the barrel of the money I owed, talk to him openly and honestly about what was happening with me financially. It woke me up out of my fiscal haze and inspired me to turn my money ship around. I could finally see that looking after myself financially, was one of the most critical ways I could look after myself – and that no-one was going to bail me out but me. His reflection back to me of the power of honesty, self-worth and integrity inspired me to start a new chapter. The Madhatter’s Tea Party was over, and it was time to clean up – on all fronts.

Once I made that clear and conscious decision to turn my life around it was incredible what started to happen. I discovered the power of connecting with my ‘Quantum Self’ by committing to seeing and believing what was possible for me without limitations. I started to see me as Marty saw me, beyond the debt, the shame, the addictions and a troubled past. 

I learned everything I could about personal transformation and embarked on a remarkable journey of healing myself at depth and accepting my true worth. As my self-worth increased, so did my net worth. 

I doubled my income in two months and tripled in a year. I paid down my debt in under 4½ years. I launched a business and a career supporting others in what I call ‘Quantum Transformation’ to overcome seemingly impossible obstacles, hardship and devastation. I re-built my life, career and relationships to create a life which I fell in love with, along with the actuary.   

If you are facing financial hardship or if you’re crippled by the debt you’ve accumulated and the shame that comes with it, know you’re not alone. Also, know that there is a way out.

In my upcoming webinar, the ‘7 Quantum Keys from financial hardship to financial freedom’  https://www.alicecrawley.com/financial-hardship-to-financial-freedom/, I share more about the steps I took to create the quantum shifts I so desperately needed to clear myself of life-long patterns and behaviours and step into the full expression of who I knew I was born to be; 

To help you, here are three of those Quantum Keys.

1. Be sure of your success

Certainty is the electromagnetic key which translates your thoughts and desires into physical reality – I’ve seen this proven again and again in myself and my clients. We have the power to change our physical realm in unprecedented time through the power of our focused intention. 

In 2020, this notion of focusing on what you want to manifest your reality can no longer be dismissed as ‘woo-woo’. Leading-edge neuroscientists and medical researchers at top universities are measuring how powerful the focus of our thoughts and emotions are when it comes to healing and transforming our physical state. 

This quantum truth is leveraged by top athletes, high-income earners and the most successful people across the globe to achieve their goals. When you tap into what you want with absolute certainty that you will succeed, with no conscious or unconscious resistance, the reality you desire is yours. That is a scientific data point which can no longer be ignored. Learn more about this in my introductory Podcast series, “Through the Looking Glass“. 

2. Forgive yourself for whatever you have or haven’t done with your finances until now

You’ve done the best you can with what you knew at every point in your journey. If you’ve had issues managing your money – it’s not a moral issue – it’s about learned behaviours, beliefs and patterns – we’ve all had scripts hard-wired in us. It comes with our design. 

We can learn to re-write our scripts and re-wire our brain when it comes to money or anything else in our life. There was a lot of negative and limiting conscious and subconscious stories that I needed to clear and reset before I started earning more and spending less. No matter how far down the rabbit hole you have fallen, there is a way out. 

Once I was able to release the shame about my past and patterns, I let go of the blocks that were preventing me from aligning to and allowing greater abundance in my life. By forgiving yourself for whatever has happened up until now you will set yourself  free. If you need support to clear your blocks at depth, refer to my Quantum Connection guided meditations


3. Make a clear and conscious decision about what you want your financial reality to be

I love this quote from the mystical poet, Rumi, ‘What you want, wants you’. I call it The Power of Quantum Connection – this is how you leverage the universal, consistent and predictable laws of quantum mechanics and metaphysics to change your life and finances in any way you desire.

When you commit and make a clear and conscious decision to focus on what you want,with clarity and conviction, it is one of the most powerful activators in the universe. If you want to learn more about the power of quantum focus and how it will change your fiscal reality – again, check out my Podcast and also my Quantum Connection guided meditations

You choose who you want to be, what you want to have and what you do with the power of your focused and loving intent. I hope this helps you travel through the portal of your infinite possibilities through The Power of Quantum Connection™.

With quantum love and light,



What is Quantum Connection and how is it different to the Law of Attraction?

What is Quantum Connection and how is it different to the Law of Attraction?

The Law of Attraction has had plenty of airtime over the past couple of decades. Authors and speakers such as Wayne Dyer, Deepak Chopra and Abraham Hicks have helped bring the principles of Law of Attraction into everyday conversation.

The Law of Attraction principles, which are extremely powerful in practice, remind us to choose our thoughts carefully as ‘energy flows where focus goes’ and highlights  the importance of tuning into what we focus on as this will determine our reality.  No argument there. Quantum Connection embraces these principles – and goes much deeper – making it very worthy of your attention and focus.

What is Quantum Connection, and how does it differ from the Law of Attraction?

Quantum Connection is how you connect with the infinite nature of who you are at your core. It’s how you access the true unlimited essence of your being; beyond your past, judgements, fears, self-doubt, anxieties,  roles or labels. It is how you activate, with certainty, clarity and confidence, the limitless possibilities available to you through the quantum field all stemming from quantum matter, which makes up everything and everyone in this universe.

Quantum Connection is your core connection to the infinite nature of the universe. It reminds you of who you are and all that you’re capable of when you release the painful emotions, disease or limitations which have believed  define or imprison you.

Most of us, on this wild adventure of life, have learned to associate ourselves with ego-based personalities, habits, behaviours and beliefs. Yet at the centre of your being, at your energetic core, you are far more than any of these definitions, identifies or neuroses.

You and I have an innate ability to connect with all quantum energy and light in this limitless universe and tap into the limitless universe that is within you. That is the Quantum Connection.

Why is Quantum Connection important?

The laws that govern the universe also apply to me, you and all that exists in the cosmos. When you not only believe that you will succeed but know, with certainty, that what you desire is yours, in the immortal words of Rumi, “What you want, wants you”, then you emit electromagnetic signals into your energetic field, which draw that desire into your experience.

You can choose what you experience in any given moment regardless of your circumstances, status or financial situation. You have the freedom to choose who you want to be, and you have the power to reset yourself emotionally, mentally and neurologically, to create and recreate how you feel and how your respond to life during change, crises and pandemics, again and again. That’s the Power of Quantum Connection.

Am I talking about being delusional? No, definitely not. This is about keeping it real. Very real. In the highest metaphysical sense possible. I’m talking about tapping into your quantum self, your highest self, to elevate your state of being and emotions through the power of your focus and intent.

Quantum Connection techniques are inspired by meditations and visualisations used by ancient healers, masters and monks from around the world. What these ancient teachers have used to transform their psyche for millennia has now been proven effective by modern mystics and scientists.

Medical researchers at top universities are measuring how we emit electromagnetic signals from our hearts, and our minds influence our physical reality. We can heal our bodies and minds with the power of our focus and intent. There are scientific evidence points for this which can no longer be ignored.

Quantum Connection is owning your core connection to the universal quantum source of energy and activating it. Consciously and deliberately activating your quantum power, through your heart-mind connection, focus and intent, to create the experiences you want in your life, change your reality and influence yourself to be exactly who you want to be.

Does this mean that we meditate for a few days suddenly have zero neuroses? Not exactly. I prefer a more  loving and self-accepting approach. Our neuroses can be an endearing part of our personalities, some of our quirks and eccentricities are part of who we are, they may be part of the fabric of our being that we don’t want to lose.

There’s nothing wrong with wanting certain  routines which keep us feeling comfortable in uncertain times. If it’s not destructive, hurting anyone or holding you back, go ahead, be OCD about keeping your house clean. , no problem. What you e don’t want are patterns, addictions or behaviours blocking you from being, feeling and having what you know is possible for you , or worse, eroding your self-esteem, physical, emotional or financial wellbeing, like the deep rabbit hole I fell down before I found my way home.

Quantum Connection allows us to leverage the most powerful energy source in our solar systems – the energetic imprint of universal energy, which resides within our being to empower us to expand into a more loving, grateful and at peaceful existence every single day.

It can help you refine your process of evolution or catapult you from financial devastation to financial freedom, as it did for me, or allow you to experience new levels of flow, fulfilment and freedom. That’s the power of Quantum Connection.

Law of Attraction focuses on how to apply universal laws to manifest what you desire and to create a life that you love, and that’s very powerful and desirable. Quantum Connection is tapping into the endlessly rewarding reminder that you are already all that you need to be to have, do and be what you want. 

Quantum Connection is remembering who you really are so that you can awaken to the alignment of infinite possibilities to you on any given day. It allows you to let go with love and line up with the magnificent, abundant and peaceful truth that you really can be who you want to be and feel how you want to feel by deliberately  shifting your consciousness with powerful techniques to connecting and activate deep appreciation for the full quantum power, love and light, which permeates you and your energetic field.

Quantum Connection allows you to align to your best self by relaxing about where you are, releasing your blocks, limitations and beliefs and  allowing you to easily and effortlessly reset every day to the true and infinite you, the quantum you. This relaxing, releasing and resetting is surprisingly simple, and it is fascinating, fun and fulfilling.

You have all you need to succeed. You’ve done the work. You’re ready to be all that you choose to be. You don’t need to ‘get’ anything else to be happy, successful or free. It’s about what you need to lose. Let go, with love, of the limitations, the doubts and the fears in a way that’s relaxing,  rejuvenating, reliable and repeatable

What our ancient healers, masters and monks have known for millennia has now been evidenced by neuroscience. There’s no need to waste oxygen on the debate of whether it’s possible or not to change our reality. The data points exist to prove it.

And thanks to the wonders of 21st-century technology and science, these techniques are easy to access and practice. It’s merely a matter of know-how to activate your inherent unlimited abundance and appreciation to create the experiences, life and state of being that you desire.

You don’t need a Masters in metaphysics. And you don’t need to overpay for a ‘Masterclass’ to be who you want to be. All you need is an open mind and heart, and a willingness let go of whatever has prevented you from tapping into the quantum possibilities available to you. A sense of curiosity and adventure helps too – trusting that you can access the infinite you, the Quantum you.

I’d love to be your guide through the portal of unlimited possibilities. Are you ready to start on an adventure through time and space? Let’s get started, shall we?

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